Wednesday, 18 November 2009

The joys of subspace

Yesterday was a tough day for me.  I kept trying to get my daily chores caught up – plus we were running errands – and I hadn’t slept well the night before.  All this added up to intense pain in all my joints – but the worse area was my back (especially my lower back) and hips.

I should explain that my hips are mildly deformed.  This normally didn’t cause a problem – in fact the first inclination I had that something was wrong didn’t come until I was nineteen and in labor for the first time.  It just isn’t normal to be in second stage labor for four days and not be able to give birth (I ended up having a c-section).  Subsequent investigation found that my hips are mildly deformed, as is my lower back.

Now, again – this was not a problem.  But after the pregnancy I started to notice slight twinges in the hips and back – I figured it was all in my head and ignored it.  But the pain grew worse with each subsequent pregnancy and the corresponding weight gain, and now I pretty much have pain every day.  The intensity of the pain varies day by day.

So yesterday was one of those “high-pain” days – in addition, the weather had suddenly turned cold and damp, and that wreaked havok with my joints and asthma.  To make matters worse, we had a lot of errands to run, so I couldn’t stay in the warm house with the heating pad – and had to deal with regularly going up and down the stairs with my asthma acting up (our apartment is on the third floor, and yup! you guessed it – no elevator).

So here I am, in tremendous pain – getting ready for bed and looking forward to the oblivion of sleep.  Then without warning Mad Baker grabs me by the hair and forces me down to suck his cock.

(the funny thing is, if ANYONE other than Mad Baker or Viktor did this, I would immediately be annoyed – but I didn’t even think to be annoyed at being made to kneel while so sore.  I was just as eager to suck his cock as he was to have it down my throat)

He ended up throwing me to the bed and making me kneel in the doggie position while he tortured my lady bits and fucked the heck out of me.  I particularly loved it when he pulled back about a foot, and then THRUST into me with enough strength to grind my face into the mattress.  More than once I climaxed, more than once I gushed all over the bedding.  He fucked my pussy and then worked his way into my ass, finally cumming there.

After he was done, I was kneeling stunned on the bed, still in position, feeling great.  But as the euphoria wore off, the aches and pains of the day came back, and were worse due to the sudden activity.  I found I was afraid to move out of position – and all I wanted was my back worked over good.

So I gathered up my courage and begged Mad Baker to flog me.  I think the request startled him – there was a few moments of silence as he digested my request.  But then, without a word, he grabbed the rubber flogger and went to work.

At first it hurt, but quickly I found that the pain went away and the pleasure returned.  I fell DEEP into subspace – I haven’t been that deep in a long time – and got to the point where I wasn’t even capable of speach.  I was silent under the lashes of my Master.

Dimly I was aware that the lashes were putting intense pressure on the sore spots of my back and hips – and each lash in those areas eased the pain by large degrees.  This was wonderful and I began to move towards the lash rather than merely submitting to it.

By the time he was done I was relaxed and pain-free.  He slapped my rump and ordered me to go to sleep – and I actually dozed off right there in the doggie position on the bed!  He had to wake me to move up to the pillows.

*grins* and the effect is still being felt – I don’t have much back pain today!

 

 

 

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